最近，也不知道怎么的，使我的双眼流下了泪儿……
好多好多的事情，我的记忆差，也不知道是为了哪件事情而掉眼泪……
或许，我把全部的事情参在一起，然后一起哭出来吧？
会不会很奇怪……？
哭的时候，应该要有一个原因的。
但是，我不清楚我是为着什么原因，也不知道自己在做什么……
应不应该哭呢？值不值得为了那件事情/那个人哭呢？
过后，妈有时会说，有些事情不值得你去哭成这样的……
那时，我还是硬着心，我只知道我好心痛/伤心，所以这样。
其实，我明白的是……
有一次，我和妈妈吵架，那时心情已经超不好了，又碰上妈妈这时候大吵……为了一点小事……
掉了几滴眼泪后，我知道我很傻…… 只是一点小事啊……干吗哭啊？
或许大家都会认为我很脆弱……
我没有否认，但我也没有承认。
我知道有些事情我蛮固执的……
但，有些事，是因为我很在意它，或许是太在意了……
所以，当伤害来的时候，我比其他人伤得更大。
可能，这些只是我个人一堆傻傻的道理吧？
没关系，我要往前看！
我要相信，以后，我就会明白那些大人/成熟的人的道理了吧……
虽然，用写的和用说的感觉不一样，
没关系啦……就这样。=)
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Sunday, November 7, 2010
感触吧？
上个星期五，也是Happy Deepavali，所以是假期哦！
我和家人到吉隆坡双峰塔游玩。
别怀疑，我就是没有真正去过。有去过也是没印象了……哈哈！Paiseh o~ =P
对于这游玩，我没什么意见啦~ 嘻嘻……
那儿有很多名牌店，美丽的风景等。
我想说的是，
去吉隆坡双峰塔之前，我和我爸妈一车先开往我爸爸的公司，原来我爸爸的公司就在那儿附近！ 哇！我爸爸可以每天都看到双峰塔叻！
一路上，安安静静的，因为出门前，不知怎么的，吵了一会儿，大家都静了下来……
后来，妈妈开始述说他工作上，家庭上的烦恼……
每一次听，都会觉得很心痛……心中无意间就会出现一堆“为什么”……
爸爸安慰几句后，也开始说几番内心话……
爸爸所说的，正是我心一直以来所想过的……
爸爸说，以前辛辛苦苦做工，做到三更半夜才回家，与孩子没什么沟通，也没有什么管他们……
现在，工作稳了一点，可以有一些时间陪陪家庭，
但是，孩子都长大了，各有各的事情，各忙各的，也管不了他们了……
想要有一个家庭聚会都难……
听着听着，
才不到一下子，脸颊就感觉到两行冰凉的缓缓流过……
我控制不住，心突然感到很酸……
爸爸突然转过身来，看到我流泪的样子，
轻轻拍了我的腿，说:“啊，才说几句就流泪了啊？快拿纸巾擦干它……”
爸，其实你比我更感触吧！
啊，这是什么感觉？
希望我能和我的家人永远开开心心在一起！AMEN =)
我和家人到吉隆坡双峰塔游玩。
别怀疑，我就是没有真正去过。有去过也是没印象了……哈哈！Paiseh o~ =P
对于这游玩，我没什么意见啦~ 嘻嘻……
那儿有很多名牌店，美丽的风景等。
我想说的是，
去吉隆坡双峰塔之前，我和我爸妈一车先开往我爸爸的公司，原来我爸爸的公司就在那儿附近！ 哇！我爸爸可以每天都看到双峰塔叻！
一路上，安安静静的，因为出门前，不知怎么的，吵了一会儿，大家都静了下来……
后来，妈妈开始述说他工作上，家庭上的烦恼……
每一次听，都会觉得很心痛……心中无意间就会出现一堆“为什么”……
爸爸安慰几句后，也开始说几番内心话……
爸爸所说的，正是我心一直以来所想过的……
爸爸说，以前辛辛苦苦做工，做到三更半夜才回家，与孩子没什么沟通，也没有什么管他们……
现在，工作稳了一点，可以有一些时间陪陪家庭，
但是，孩子都长大了，各有各的事情，各忙各的，也管不了他们了……
想要有一个家庭聚会都难……
听着听着，
才不到一下子，脸颊就感觉到两行冰凉的缓缓流过……
我控制不住，心突然感到很酸……
爸爸突然转过身来，看到我流泪的样子，
轻轻拍了我的腿，说:“啊，才说几句就流泪了啊？快拿纸巾擦干它……”
爸，其实你比我更感触吧！
啊，这是什么感觉？
希望我能和我的家人永远开开心心在一起！AMEN =)
Thursday, November 4, 2010
我寂寞寂寞就好 =)
还是原来那个我
不过流掉几公升泪所以变瘦
对着镜子我承诺
迟早我会还这张脸一堆笑容
不算什么 爱错 就爱错
早点认错 早一点 解脱
我寂寞寂寞就好
这时候 谁都 别来 安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到 受不了
想到 快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用来我回忆里 微笑
我就不相信我会笨到 忘不了赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的 借来的都该还掉
我总会把你戒掉
还是原来那个你
是我自己做梦你有改变什么
再多的爱也没用
每个人有每个人的业 障 因 果
会有什么 什么都没有
早点看破 才看得见以后
我寂寞寂寞就好
这时候 谁都 别来 安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到 受不了
想到快 疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到 忘不了赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的 我总会把你戒掉
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Happy Outing with Best Friends =)
YEAH!! very happy finally can hang out with Xiao Qi!!! hehe...
and sure with my dear wan yi =)
because of transport problems, we added some boys join us...
Seh Liang!!! the sampat 1... and Jian Zhi teman him... the quite 1... HAHA
boys always LATE~~~
so wan yi and i go toy shop play... those toys are so cute! ><
walk there walk here... cant make decision again... =="
finally, two choice, 1)SAKAE sushi 2)Fullhouse
everyone looking at me like that... huh... i got so leng lui meh? wakakaka... =P
i give a childish idea again, to solve this problem... hehehe...
"rock, scissor, paper!" seh liang is SAKAE sushi, wan yi is Fullhouse.
seh liang win liao~ we go SAKAE sushi there eat lunch! ^^
i dont know much about sushi... xiao qi too... just wan yi is the most familiar 1... hahaha
sushi~~~ ok ah, not bad. dont know why again, everyone just stare there dun wan to eat. but they always call us to eat... LOL...
hmm... i dont know why, have lunch with friends, sure laugh. xD
just me laughing again... others? see me laugh! HAHA
38 la... but they also cant eat... see me laugh until they also laugh... xD
time left not much. but Xiao Qi's shoes spoils... ahh... we rush go buy new pair of shoe and rush back to cinema. we missed the actual time to go in... but luckly the movie haven start. =)
not bad lerh... the movie. quite funny sometimes...
k, shopping time! =)
but we have no where to go... simply walk only...
i say, go play game! Yeah!! this time really finally go play game edi! =P
so hard to ask wan yi play the sport car game... at last she say OK! ^^
she also have fun mah at the end... haha...
she very pro, she say, seh liang belanja den she play! wahh... Geng!
dont wan waste any more money... we go walk walk la!
seh liang go book shops again, left we 3 girls...
38 time come! we went into a shop, try the same shirts and take photos!!
Have a wonderful memories~ =)
seh liang so good de? haha... teman me at the end... 38 de la him... =P
everyone tired but happy, i believe. right? YES! ^^
and sure with my dear wan yi =)
because of transport problems, we added some boys join us...
Seh Liang!!! the sampat 1... and Jian Zhi teman him... the quite 1... HAHA
boys always LATE~~~
so wan yi and i go toy shop play... those toys are so cute! ><
we meet at the main entrance of Sunway.haiz... make a decision so hard... ==" coz all nice movie is only for 18 years old above only can watch... finally, choose a funny movie. hope is nice la... hehe
walk there walk here... cant make decision again... =="
finally, two choice, 1)SAKAE sushi 2)Fullhouse
everyone looking at me like that... huh... i got so leng lui meh? wakakaka... =P
i give a childish idea again, to solve this problem... hehehe...
"rock, scissor, paper!" seh liang is SAKAE sushi, wan yi is Fullhouse.
seh liang win liao~ we go SAKAE sushi there eat lunch! ^^
i dont know much about sushi... xiao qi too... just wan yi is the most familiar 1... hahaha
sushi~~~ ok ah, not bad. dont know why again, everyone just stare there dun wan to eat. but they always call us to eat... LOL...
hmm... i dont know why, have lunch with friends, sure laugh. xD
just me laughing again... others? see me laugh! HAHA
38 la... but they also cant eat... see me laugh until they also laugh... xD
time left not much. but Xiao Qi's shoes spoils... ahh... we rush go buy new pair of shoe and rush back to cinema. we missed the actual time to go in... but luckly the movie haven start. =)
not bad lerh... the movie. quite funny sometimes...
k, shopping time! =)
but we have no where to go... simply walk only...
i say, go play game! Yeah!! this time really finally go play game edi! =P
so hard to ask wan yi play the sport car game... at last she say OK! ^^
she also have fun mah at the end... haha...
she very pro, she say, seh liang belanja den she play! wahh... Geng!
dont wan waste any more money... we go walk walk la!
seh liang go book shops again, left we 3 girls...
seh liang so good de? haha... teman me at the end... 38 de la him... =P
everyone tired but happy, i believe. right? YES! ^^
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Sunway Outdoor Teamwork!
happy day began... on a beautiful sky and nice weather and my dear friends =)
yea, prepared and went school.
eat something before we go line up with others.
i sit with hui yin, while xiao qi and wan yi sit together.
but because we sit at the back of the bus... is the end of the seats already...
so, yuen jing, wan yi, xiao qi, rachel, deanna, they sit together.
the uncle bus looks quite old, but he drive the bus faster than i tot... HAHA
reached Sunway lo! so big their school~
they bring us to a room. Bus A student reach earlier than us... everyone like looking Bus B people walking in... haha...
there were a group of Sunway college people, giving a short short "speech" about TEAMWORK!
she is very sociable! =)
after grouping, here start our first station... ^^
we need to take out everything that possible to form a long long line, from point A to point B.
everyone was very cooperate. xD
next, they gave us each one stick, and we should using only the stick to pass a cylinder shape thing... total need 5! Wow... our group was fast enough here! =P
here start exciting?
we took a plastic rope, run along from upstair 3rd floor to the ground floor and To The Field!!!
the field was outside the school... so far...
this was super funny! we need to use the rope to "tie up" everyone.
means, the rope need to pass trough from each person left hand to the right leg... O.O
luckily my group all are girls... xD
so hard to walk to the basketball there...
station 4! finally! the last station.
they gave us a frozen plastic bottle with inside have frozen socks... =="
we need to melt it and wear it... T_T
we make it so dirty and have some holes edi... oops... =P
and its hard to melt and hard to open the tie on the socks...
my group was the last... so charm... when reach back to the school, the canteen there, everyone already sat down eating, drinking...
owhh... nvm! we are still solve it already right? ^^
after nice food and nice drinks, went up to the room again.
they say college students complain we are noisy... HAHA
this time is challenge our MIND~~~
oh no... i dont know what to do...
using one paper make a circle? first time heard... paiseh... HEHE
yea, enjoying playing with papers~ haha...
the final record, there was a team made a circle that can fits 34 people!! O.O
lastly we have group photos...
Happy memories! =)
this trip was really NICE!
but, this was the last trip i join...
ok, thats all for the last activity i enjoy... in my form3 activities after PMR~~~
HAHAs... kk, someone "blow" me again...
haiz... he always wanna use comp when i using halfway...
i very good 1... always give him use... wakakaka... =P
hmm... k... maybe just these all i can post...
end up with this sentence =) :
yea, prepared and went school.
eat something before we go line up with others.
i sit with hui yin, while xiao qi and wan yi sit together.
but because we sit at the back of the bus... is the end of the seats already...
so, yuen jing, wan yi, xiao qi, rachel, deanna, they sit together.
the uncle bus looks quite old, but he drive the bus faster than i tot... HAHA
reached Sunway lo! so big their school~
they bring us to a room. Bus A student reach earlier than us... everyone like looking Bus B people walking in... haha...
there were a group of Sunway college people, giving a short short "speech" about TEAMWORK!
she is very sociable! =)
after grouping, here start our first station... ^^
we need to take out everything that possible to form a long long line, from point A to point B.
everyone was very cooperate. xD
next, they gave us each one stick, and we should using only the stick to pass a cylinder shape thing... total need 5! Wow... our group was fast enough here! =P
here start exciting?
we took a plastic rope, run along from upstair 3rd floor to the ground floor and To The Field!!!
the field was outside the school... so far...
this was super funny! we need to use the rope to "tie up" everyone.
means, the rope need to pass trough from each person left hand to the right leg... O.O
luckily my group all are girls... xD
so hard to walk to the basketball there...
station 4! finally! the last station.
they gave us a frozen plastic bottle with inside have frozen socks... =="
we need to melt it and wear it... T_T
we make it so dirty and have some holes edi... oops... =P
and its hard to melt and hard to open the tie on the socks...
my group was the last... so charm... when reach back to the school, the canteen there, everyone already sat down eating, drinking...
owhh... nvm! we are still solve it already right? ^^
after nice food and nice drinks, went up to the room again.
they say college students complain we are noisy... HAHA
this time is challenge our MIND~~~
oh no... i dont know what to do...
using one paper make a circle? first time heard... paiseh... HEHE
yea, enjoying playing with papers~ haha...
the final record, there was a team made a circle that can fits 34 people!! O.O
lastly we have group photos...
Happy memories! =)
this trip was really NICE!
but, this was the last trip i join...
ok, thats all for the last activity i enjoy... in my form3 activities after PMR~~~
HAHAs... kk, someone "blow" me again...
haiz... he always wanna use comp when i using halfway...
i very good 1... always give him use... wakakaka... =P
hmm... k... maybe just these all i can post...
end up with this sentence =) :
TEAMWORK ROX! yeah! =)
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Happy Days =)
考试过了，每个初中三的学生们都在大放假吧？除了私人学校和独立中学啦……
我的学校比较好吧？有很多活动给我们参与！玩的，学的，运动的都有。
但是，我和我的朋友不是每一天都有参加活动。所以，有时候我们去学校，很无聊。><
我们到处走走，玩，谈天，拍照等。^^
今天真得很开心！谢谢你们喔！
也不知怎么的……
今天就一直笑而已。xD
很多很多事情啦……一时讲不上是什么这么好笑。
还记得，昨天，我们到一个地方，那儿没人，我们三个好朋友进去玩，聊天……
我们都说出了自己的心事。算是心事啦～
那也是一个美好的回忆！希望我会记得 =)
那天，我们也吵架。=(
对不起，是我的错…… 唉！
没关系，我们还是好朋友。不要吵架伤感情。
我的朋友，很会发花痴哦！哈哈！=P
我也被感染了！
每次都会看帅哥美女！呵呵！
我要珍惜我和朋友们在一起的时间，
因为不知道何时我们还能够像这样开心的在一起。
明年可能会是个大忙年哦……高二时，大家又为了大考而打拼……
哪有时间一起玩呢？
呵呵，我想太远了吗？
好了，就写到这里吧。不知道要接什么了。=P
我的学校比较好吧？有很多活动给我们参与！玩的，学的，运动的都有。
但是，我和我的朋友不是每一天都有参加活动。所以，有时候我们去学校，很无聊。><
我们到处走走，玩，谈天，拍照等。^^
今天真得很开心！谢谢你们喔！
也不知怎么的……
今天就一直笑而已。xD
很多很多事情啦……一时讲不上是什么这么好笑。
还记得，昨天，我们到一个地方，那儿没人，我们三个好朋友进去玩，聊天……
我们都说出了自己的心事。算是心事啦～
那也是一个美好的回忆！希望我会记得 =)
那天，我们也吵架。=(
对不起，是我的错…… 唉！
没关系，我们还是好朋友。不要吵架伤感情。
我的朋友，很会发花痴哦！哈哈！=P
我也被感染了！
每次都会看帅哥美女！呵呵！
我要珍惜我和朋友们在一起的时间，
因为不知道何时我们还能够像这样开心的在一起。
明年可能会是个大忙年哦……高二时，大家又为了大考而打拼……
哪有时间一起玩呢？
呵呵，我想太远了吗？
好了，就写到这里吧。不知道要接什么了。=P
Monday, October 18, 2010
hang out with friends =)
last saturday, 16/10/2010, wan yi, ee lin and me, went to Sunway.
they decide to watch a ghost movie... 《童眼》...
firstly i was super scare, i not even want to go out with them, cause they 100% want to watch that new release ghost movie only... NO others choice.
i always reject their invitation... haha... xD
but at the end i still go out with them... ==" and watch the scary movie... >.<
sad la... xiao qi cant follow us this time... nvm, next time plan again... xD
yea. so like that. went out and meet with them at afternoon about 2pm.
we simply walk there and walk here, finally times up... we went to the cinema.
AHH... started to scare... scare later see until horror thing... den cant sleep... @.@
wan yi keep on say she started to scare... say and say to me and ee lin... haha...
and actually she was the 1 who say, nothing to scare 1 la... go la go la... (when she ask me to go out with them watch this scary movie...)
so, we brought popcorn. regular? and share...
quite many people too there.
we watch 2D... dun dare to watch 3D... and that was totally expensive... RM30 something for a 3D movie ticket.
the movie is about 1 hour 30 minutes... started with many mystery and horror!
very scary some part... i scared, but i got watch all the movie. just some super scary part i closed my eyes... HEHE
wan yi hor, she always turn her head and see me or ee lin cause she dun wan to see the very horror part... this make me more scare lo... HAHA
at the end of the movie is quite impressed... but i didn't cry la... just some tears gonna come out of my eyes...
Phew~ not so scary for me after know the answer of the mystery... xD
after watch movie, we ate Mc Flurry!! i choose milo flavour... NICE! =D
but is more expensive than the orea flavour.
that day was totally tired... early sleep with no dream any horrible thing... YEAH ^^
they decide to watch a ghost movie... 《童眼》...
firstly i was super scare, i not even want to go out with them, cause they 100% want to watch that new release ghost movie only... NO others choice.
i always reject their invitation... haha... xD
but at the end i still go out with them... ==" and watch the scary movie... >.<
sad la... xiao qi cant follow us this time... nvm, next time plan again... xD
yea. so like that. went out and meet with them at afternoon about 2pm.
we simply walk there and walk here, finally times up... we went to the cinema.
AHH... started to scare... scare later see until horror thing... den cant sleep... @.@
wan yi keep on say she started to scare... say and say to me and ee lin... haha...
and actually she was the 1 who say, nothing to scare 1 la... go la go la... (when she ask me to go out with them watch this scary movie...)
so, we brought popcorn. regular? and share...
quite many people too there.
we watch 2D... dun dare to watch 3D... and that was totally expensive... RM30 something for a 3D movie ticket.
the movie is about 1 hour 30 minutes... started with many mystery and horror!
very scary some part... i scared, but i got watch all the movie. just some super scary part i closed my eyes... HEHE
wan yi hor, she always turn her head and see me or ee lin cause she dun wan to see the very horror part... this make me more scare lo... HAHA
at the end of the movie is quite impressed... but i didn't cry la... just some tears gonna come out of my eyes...
Phew~ not so scary for me after know the answer of the mystery... xD
after watch movie, we ate Mc Flurry!! i choose milo flavour...
but is more expensive than the orea flavour.
that day was totally tired... early sleep with no dream any horrible thing... YEAH ^^
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